Sometimes after nursing, H throws himself onto my lap, viewing the world from upside down. I look down at his small-scale-replica-of-T’s mouth, which, from this perspective, sits above his small button nose, which is nestled between his two full cheeks, which pile on top of his big blue-brown-green eyes, which are adorned by the longest eyelashes I have ever seen, and I think it impossible that he could be so adorable even upside down. But he is. He is heart meltingly, stunningly adorable. I never knew my heart could grow so big.